since I can remember, I have wanted to be a mother. I would go as far to say its like I was born to do it. I always had what I thought was an irrational fear that I would struggle in some way to have children and it gets me down every day, that this has become a reality. Me and my husband have tried to have a baby for 3 and a half years now. To our upmost joy I fell pregnant in December 2016, me and my husband were finally getting our happy ending. Sadly at almost 9 weeks I became ill and suddenly miscarried. Some would say that was very early but to me, that was my baby. Somewhere in all the pain we gained hope that maybe we could get pregnant again and carried on trying for our rainbow baby. Unfortunately I just don’t think that this is going to happen for us. Numerous tests have been unable to help find a cause for your infertility and there is only so far we can go on the NHS and our only option is to pay for private IVF treatment. We have worked so very hard to save as much as we can especially my husband. He works himself to the bone to make the money to go into our IVF savings. I would love to surprise him and show him how much people care. A little helping hand would mean the world to both of us. Thanks so much for your time x x