It's been a terrible year for me and my family. Had lots of bad luck. In debt can't get out of it. Plus my dad diagnosed with cancer in July to see him suffer when should have had treatment but the hospital docs took ages to make a decision and because of that it was too late. He spent last few weeks at home my mum how she managed to care for him with almost no help at all breaks my heart so much. I went up every week to help with shopping and cleaning. He died on 14th October 2018 at 02:50 was such a sad end which could have been avoided if docsat pinderfields had acted quicker he could have still be with us. The funeral was hard to get thru. A week later my mum ended up in hospital on their wedding anniversary she woke that morning with chest pains she got rushed in thay morning I got a call at work at 9.30 but didn't have phone on so my brother rang to inform a member of staff. My heart sank didn't kniw what to do but left work went to hospital got there atc11 20 she got a blood clot on her left lung so she on meds for it with all the stress over the past few months. I still go up every week to help he cleaning shopping etc I want to raise enuff cash to pay for a cruise holiday as she always wanted to go on one but never had the chance to also to help me not lose where I live I need to keep this flat and need my mum to get ba k on her feet and start enjoying life again it will take years for mum to get over my dad's death were married 50 years still can't believe he gone and Christmas time is not gonna be as enjoyable as it should be if you can help then great I dont want to have to go to food banks to get by as struggling with all bills and just need some cash to keep me out of the red. Thank you for reading this and hope you can help