so a lot of people already know but on thursday what i thought would be the best day of my life seeing my rainbow baby.. it all took a turn for the worst. I was told my baby had acrania-anencephaly which is a rare chromosome condition which means my baby has no skull bones covering the brain so it becomes exposed to the atomic fluid within the sack and the brain will start to become damaged and the baby is in medical terms ‘incompatible with life’ it’s the most heart breaking thing ive ever had to go through and would not wish it upon anyone! So next week by baby will be born sleeping as it’s the safest and best option for me, dad and baby.. this has been the hardest decision ive ever had to make within my 22 years of life! So i am now having to plan my own baby’s funeral so im trying to raise money to help pay towards funeral car, flowers and the money left over from whats left will go to charities to research why this happens to babies and hopefully they can one day find treatment to save babies with this awful condition

mammy and daddy both love you all the world baby!💙💜