It really was the worst 2 years of my life. After the first year struggling as a family, we all said 'that was the worst year of our lifes, it can't get any worse.' it seems nothing but bad news on top of bad news, nothing seems to go right. I'm trying to soldier on through grief, travelling the world won't make everything better but it will bring enjoyment and some inner peace.

I've never spoken out or asked for help, I now know that bottling things up isn't being strong or helping. Any amount you can give would be greatly appreciated and make me happy and closer to my goal of travelling. Thank you for listening to me.