I'm a 38 year old mam of twins.
I had ivf for them and was so lucky for it to have worked first time.
3 years after they were born their dad and I separated due to him having multiple affairs.
This hit me to rock bottom, I blamed myself. I hated my body. After the girls I was left with as I call it (a pinny) a large over lap of skin on my abdomen.
I've tried dieting going to the gym and even considered cutting it off.
I'm now newly married and I'm ashamed to say my husband has never seen me naked. I cringe when he touches me, I ask him why he's with me when he could have anyone. I won't have sex or even sleep naked in bed.
I've now made him feel awful about himself as now he thinks it's him.
I love him dearly he's my best friend and so mate and I just want to be confident in myself not hide away.
Please help me raise the money to help me save my marriage.