So, in the past year my partner has nearly been off work 6 months due to his depression, stress and anxiety. He has recently told me he thinks life would be easier if he wasn't here anymore. Due to this he doesn't get paid anywhere near his full wage and we have really struggled to pay the mortgage. So now we are close to losing the house. My partner is currently going through counselling to help him get better however I would love this one stress to go away. We also have a two year old boy. I don't want to let him down. This year has probs my been one of the hardest of my life. My mental health has suffered but I have to be the strong one and keep it together for the sake of everyone else. I am not after sympathy or judgment just a little help in my time in need. Thank you so much for reading.