I don't know how to do this but here goes Ginny was my first horse of my own, the one nobody wanted , but me being determined to win her trust we instantly clicked all them 17+ years ago I was still at school , Ginny was the best thing to happen to me battling my depression and demons she was always there to cuddle me slobber all down my arm too, but despite that she was my realease my help , she was the most stubborn horse I had ever known and still was to the day she died, yet most rewarding and loving , she built me back up helped me handle my mental health, and then when my daughters came along she taught them to love respect and to have a real passion for horses boosting confidence in riding and all aspects she is a big part of my family , Ginny gave us many happy years from hacking jumping and she did love a bit of cross country and racing across fields , as old age began to kick in Ginny got arthritis and slowly she was retired which she missed all the rides but loved being a pamperd pet , while writing this in tears Saturday afternoon Ginny was extra loving I think she knew she was going to leave us , I told her I love her like always , nice feed and fuss from my girls then back out with her friends for me to find Sunday that she was sleeping in field with the angels , no sign of illness just flat out like she liked to lay when asleep needless to say I'm devistatated as are my kids and all that knew her 29years old and now she's gone, I'm not one to ask for help but now I have to ask for you to help me I'm lost without my best friend holt's were great but I'm struggling to get money together to bring her ashes home if anyone could spare even 10p I'd be very great full I just want my best friend home with us where she belongs