Theirs me, with my son Brandon, I haven't seen him for two years even thou his first word was Dada, I haven't seen my new born either, their Mum won't let me.

On the 29th of October 2015 I was discharged from hospital having collapsed after reading a letter denying me seeing Brandon on his third birthday.

His Polish Mum never told me that she came to the UK with her husband for benefits until after she had carried our two babies and abducted them.

I was diagnosed with progressive Multiple Sclerosis following a Lumbar spinal fluid test showed positive for oligoclonal bands.

My family don't know and they have never seen my babies, I don't know what to tell them because so much has happened, I always dreamed of showing my Mum and Dad my beautiful little babies and how proud they would be, I just don't know what to say to them.

I've found a Hospital in Mexico that offer Celltex’s stem cell therapy, (HSCT) Haematopoietic Stem Cell Transplantation, it may cure or help my Multiple Sclerosis.

I want to hold my children again and to know their is good in the world, I want to show them their Grandma and Grandad and know how much I love them.

Everyday is a fight for me away from my babies, Multiple Sclerosis takes pieces of you each time it attacks, please help me with my dream, I want to see my babies again and when I do I want to be able to hold them and show them their family.