Hi my name is Faith and i am 51 yrs old. i have had type1diabetes since i was 24 and gradually got more autoimmune diseases as i got older. I have been in pain every day fior the last 15 years. I am a prisoner in my own bedroom and rarely go out. I would love to be able to go next door for a bath and to be able to sit in the garden and feel the sun in my face. I cant climb the stairs to the bathroom and sometimes its a week or longer before i can have a shower. I wash out of a bowl in my bedroom. My husband works hard but we never have any extra money to make things better in my life. I feel im at the end now and im unsure if i can take this life anymore. Before i was ill i used to care for disabled adults as my job and ive always loved my job and giving to others. Ive never asked anyone for help , ive always helped others and ive always been strong until now. I feel embarassed about asking for help and wish this wasnt true. A new bathroom downstsirs and a garden will truely help me start to feel free from this life i have been given. Im truely thankful for any help. Thank you