hi there my name is john i am disabled with renal failure (kidney failure) and was living in durham but i got evicted from my home due to long term issues with housing benefits i recieved an official eviction order where i had 2 hrs to get all my things out my house which i didnt manage to do so i lost everything as well as money to secure a new home near family i have to start again and buy everything again i just need help with bond and deposit for a place then ill have an address to claim from again and can buy furniture etc etc with benefits once they return i have just me and my dog .. i have had all my benefits stopped for 6 months as dont have own address to claim from so have no funds what so ever to get another property secured i want to live nearer to family and friends in grimsby but dont have the money for a bond and deposit no one can help me out friends etc etc i have applied to social security but cant help as i am not on benefits now charities cant help and i cannot get loans due to depts... i really need another home as i need to land on my feet again i am currently staying at a friends house in hull but cant stay here for ever i am so depressed with all my mental health issues adhd personality disorder and manik Schizophrenic depressive disorder i have 150mg meds every night to sleep and cannot settle due to all going on please help i have never asked for assistance like this before but i am so so desperate social security keep ringing me asking if i have an address yet to get my money back but cant do this as they stopped all benefits i have nothing coming in and cannot work to get funds i really am so low down right now and i just dont know what to do i cannot stop crying about this and everyday i dont want to get up i have even considered suicide as im so depressed with no where to turn i cry as i type i hate asking for help but i am so desperate this is making me more ill as time goes by thanks for listening i am embaressed to ask for help...