My grandmother died from her battle from cancer she's was the greatest women to even be apart of my life. She had a good heart and gave her love to anyone who needed her , when I was 7 years old I left my mother's and father's home as I was a victim of abuse and my grandmother looked after me , she wasn't just a grandmother she was my mother , she was the only person in the world who I loved and adored and still do , I miss her so much and have been battling with depression and anxiety since her passing two months ago I can't cope , I struggled to pay for her funeral but managed to get help from some friends , I have no family member left well I do but they have told me I don't exist as they never believed how cruel my mother and father was the only person that knew was my dear granny Kathleen , I have saved £150 and need a further £300 so I can buy her the headstone she deserves , a friend recommended this site I don't like to ask for help but I desperately need some help with this , is anyone out there can help me I will be so grateful so to anyone that helps thank you and God bless.