Robert and I had the best suprising news that baby number 4 was growing inside me, we was all excited the kids were exstatic to be having a baby. But then i lost some blood so went to get checked out & 3 midwives tries to find his/hers heart beat, thats when we got the devasting words "Im sorry theres no heart beat" at 18weeks pregnant, I had to go in 2days later 29th to start labour. On the 30/11/2017 after 19hours of labour we gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. Oh how our other chilrdren would have been over the moon. We spent 24hours with him, dressed in him a yellpw hat and matching sleep grow. He looked perfect. Friday eveing we went home & We had to explain to our 5,7 &8year old children that their baby borther or sister was in heaven now, my 8 year old was devasted, the other 2 didn't understand. They kept asking for days to see their baby brother. When leaving the hopsital we received a memory box with an angel ornament, acknowledgement of life certificate Due to being born before 24weeks he doesn't get a birth certificate or death certificate hand a foot print kit a balloon with a postcard to heaven attached in a memory box from a chairty called 4 louis, they give memory boxes to the NHS for misscarriage & stillbirth families. We have Bronson up on his shelf with his hospital tag, photos, his hat & a gown he worn. my children have struggled so much with their baby brothers death and trying to support them when it's so hard & painful for me it's extremely hard.
We are holding a family day in memory of Bronson 29th july 2018 at ambiance pub 11.30am till 5pm. Also doing a skydive with my dad on the 30th September all in memory of our baby boy Bronson. All funds raised goes to 4louis charity and the st Giles church pontefract as who did a beautiful service for our son.
Please donate a little something. Thank you from Laura ,Rob, Robert, kain and jazmin