I'm person who would like to change gender (male to female) so I can finally look and feel like who I really am.

A little about myself:
Ever since I was 10-11 years old I felt that something was wrong (other than I was dyslexic and dysgraphic and I used to stutter, too). The kids at my school always bullied me because I acted like a girl but I never hit back as I hated violence. I never liked the things boys usually like: cars, football, fighting, going to the gym. At my work I always get asked by my colleagues why I've got long hair, why I haven't got a girlfriend. I feel lost and desperate and I hate the fact how I constantly have to defend myself.
I just wish I could be a girl.
If my dream came true I would dye my hair blue and get a Shiba Inu dog, I would be the coolest girl you've ever met.

I just wish I could lead a normal life without having to explain and defend myself. This is the reason I'm asking for your help.I live with my parents and they know and understand how I feel and support me but I can not ask them for money as they have a debt of 19.000 euros already and unfortunately my mother lost her job.
Unfortunately in Hungary LMBTQ members are discriminated, shamed and it's very difficult for us to find jobs.

All job/work i got pay just 350euro for "200+ Hour work" or less so this not joke hungary this shity country. i can't start hormone treatment which is quite a lot of money for begins to mainly obtain official papers from the most "F64.00 Gender dysphoria"The only wish to find a my love who understands and accepts me as I am i want children and I want just normal common life.In total i want to collect near 1900Euro which I think is enough to start my transition "Hormones for 1year and the official paper to change name and gender facial hair removal" in the Internet most is the "mtf" girl change very quick in the first year hope i change much to in my first year so i can can change my job to better.