The past year I have been so down about my weight and not being able to get past my 6 stone loss (after gaining 8 stone). This spiralled my depression and knew it was time to see a specialist. All this time when I was beating myself up about not being able to lose the last stone or so, all the self doubt and self sabotage, the 'what's the point I'll always be fat' has now come to an end. I cannot physically lose any more weight as it is just excess skin, and for me to be happy with myself (a huge reason for my depression) I will have to have surgery.

Despite losing the weight on my own without help from the NHS I don't qualify to have the procedures done with them (as it's purely cosmetic and not a health risk), therefore have to go privately which is proving to be quite costly!

I am looking at the procedures totalling up to nearly 20k, I am currently in the process of talking to banks for a loan, I have set this page up as any donation would be GREATLY appreciated and will be put towards to cost of the monthly repayments, I may only be able to have little bits done at a time (depending on what I'm able to borrow) but it's small steps to improve myself and my mental health.

I'm not expecting anyone to give up their hard working pennies for nothing, I am a designer and happy to design/make something for you in return! Or any little jobs that need doing!