2008 I lost my first baby and was told 1 in 5 women lose their first so thought nothing of it. But as the years went on it got harder and harder and been told it may never happen is devasating. Wayne and I have tried for years to have a baby and failed 😭 All I have ever wanted is a family of my own but instead I've had to watch everyone around me have babies. Wayne & I got married last year and we have lived together for 5 years, he has been through all this heartache & pain with me. I've had a total of 5 miscarriages, countless surgeries and all kinds of treatment some of which was painful and involved sticking needles in my stomach for months. My last surgery involved my ovaries been drilled in the hopes it work but unfortunately hasn't worked. As well as years of every month just hoping that one time that little test would show up those two lines! We have now been told that our only hope would be IVF Treatment but as my husband already has a daughter we dont qualify for free treatment on the NHS and we would have to pay around £5000 if we were to have any chance of having our own child together 😢 I have thought about trying to raise money for a long time now but didn't like the idea of taking money from people, however I'm now 32 and its not getting any easier so I thought I would give this a go. Thank you for taking the time to read our story and we appreciate everyones support xxx