Hi, My name is Zac and I'm a Female to Male transgender man of colour. I can't afford top surgery and i know i cant wait however many years it will take via the NHS. I grew up in a traditional household and have no support for my transition other than saving up myself, which is tricky whilst being a student. I just want to be able to leave the house without having to put on a binder and cause my chest discomfort but i also absolutely cannot leave the house with my chest not being as flat as possible. I'm mostly recognised as a male but on occasion am still misgendered; every time rocks me to my core and reminds me i am "incomplete". I just want to be able to look in the mirror rather than actively avoid it

Also swimming, i want to go swimming so badly but i know it would be a horrifically dysphoric experience for me until I've had surgery.

Please give what you can.