Thanks for taking the time to visit my JustGiving page.

On the morning of the 19th of April 2020 I was writing out goodbye letters to my husband & 3 children. I was done, I was completely bought to my knees with my mental health and I was ready to take my life.

I remember taking tablet after tablet, feeling so alone & frightened but I just couldn’t take this pain I felt in the inside any longer. I wanted to be free, I wanted out of my life.

My mental health has always been up and down especially since losing my Mum, I struggled physically & mentally throughout my 3rd pregnancy. With the help of alcohol and a global pandemic, it became unbearable. I got to this stage of emptiness and loneliness, everyday become a struggle.

My husband was working all hours as a key worker I wasn’t able to see those closest to me. And yet we had good old Boris holding garden party’s for his staff… Cheers mate 👍🏼

A few weeks after that and another critical rock bottom, I somehow managed to find the strength & courage to get out my shitty, fucking hole and reach out for help.

For the past 21 months, another 2 lockdowns and a shit load of work on myself, I live to share my story ‘one day at a time’ but that’s not the case for everyone who suffers from this painful illness.

Today I registered to do a tandem skydive at 13,000 ft to help raise money for @mindcharity hopefully I can do this to mark/celebrate 2 years of finding myself 🙏🏼
I’m absolutely petrified of heights actually I’m scared of flying but today I want to live my life to it’s fullest and make each day count. I’d love it if you could support me and help raise awareness and money for this amazing charity.

Let’s do this 🙈🙏🏼💙