Hi i am 40yr old woman from India looking for help to start a new life for that I need help from generous people out there who care for others ...In the past three years I have lost my four babies first it was my very first baby my beautiful still born daughter in 2014 .....after that I suffered two miscarriages .....and last year I had to terminate my six months pregnancy due to some complications with my baby boy ......now I want to try for a baby but I am totally broke so can't do it .....I have gone through a broken marriage with lots of pain got divorced ....then tried to start new life in 2011 with my second marriage .....we planned our first baby in 2014 but lost our daughter to destiny .....now I am tired and feel like if God don't love me ...don't feel like living anymore ....it's just the thought of being mother and having a baby is stopping me ......that's why thought to give a try here may be God still loves me and send some hopes and blessings in form of some help from beautiful people out there with beautiful hearts .....God bless all ...