I'm not too sure what to say really :/ it's hard to talk about it to people and I just want him to get better but he just keeps getting worse he sometimes gets better for a little bit but just gets even more worse, he's had his stomach opened up because he can't use his bowel properly, he gets fed through tubes in the hospital because he has no teeth. For years of my life I saw him as my father figure, he would take me on trips to lakes where we would just fish for hours. I know he doesn't have very long to live but I'd simply like every hour I can possibly get.