I've raised £1000 to Help me to get my work back

I'm a Graphics and Web Designer, Last week my Laptop has been broken .
Unfourtanly I don't have money to buy a new laptop so I can continue my work. I work as Freelancer and I make a good money every month, but I couldn't save money because I have an eye disease and I use high-cost Medicines so I can see (I can prove that).
So today I tried to find someone can help me to buy a new laptop, that makes me able to pursue my job so that I can live a normal life again.
I will be thankful if you just believed me, I never wanted to request crowdfunding for anything. But I have no choice. So please don't look for me as a con man, I just try to live my life, I asked for the cheapest laptop that will be good for graphics.