I have been very ill over the past 10 years even considered suicide at one point but I have got over the bad parts and think it's time to try and go back to work but thing is I would like to do my hgv/forklift course to be able to do this job so if any of you would like to help me in my dream job and help my recovery then please feel free to donate as anything would be a great help thank you for taking the time to read this