I do not know if many of you are aware of the situation that i have been in for the past 4 months. But it got to a point where i had to seek a help on here :(. I am usually against all this and i feel ashamed of creating such a page. So here goes...

A few weeks ago i have had a anxiety and strees and all at once attack that have resutled with me crying for over 3 hours due to the stress and the finding no exit of my financial crisis which makes my head block and my brain not work to fight for it and for the better myself up.

I have posted a status on Facebook to which alot of people reached out and i have seeked professional help to dealt with the stress and the deep depression that i have been finding myself in

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Nass Nasko was feeling concerned.

4 September at 18:30 · Plymouth ·

When the mental state of a person changes from mild depressed to i dont know and see an exit from situation that is life and you are trying your best to fight it as much as you can but the end result is darkness and despair and one step closer to nothingness and End of it all you know you have lost the fight when u alienate everyone around you as you dont want to make them worried and be a weight to them then you understand that life not worth living for. It has been harder and harder each and every day since last i had a job. Its not getting easier and has never been that bad in my entrie life. I have tried everything to stop that slumming feeling to drift in my mental health abyss but nothing have worked. It sucks as i always have been that stronger person always have put that brave face on and always have done my best to keep om going, but this time the dark thoughts and feelings are too strong to fight. My life has been nothing but a whirpool of despair and emotional emptiness. Mental health is a bitch and i dunno how to change it around or fight it anymore...its never easy to understand someone but its always easy to judge them. Not looking for a pitty or anything its just not been easy. IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS NO EXIT IN THE MAGICAL CIRCLE OF DEPRESSION THERE IS NO LIGHT IN MY TUNEL THERE IS ONLY DARKNESS WHICH I CANNOT ESCAPE.

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This was how i felt and have been trying slowly to ease out of that circle one step at a time. I have found that i could file a DRO (Debt Relief Order) which would help me with my debts that have been accumulated after i have lost my job (which was due accordingly i have used an verbal language (which was never proven) and due to probabilty of that's happening i have got dismissed) since then i have been trying somehow and someway to deal with the situation and have been going in circles I have been applying for jobs every single day (I have sold my camera :( to make a money so i can pay my rent and bills...its not been easy) This go fund me is ME NOT BEGGING or just need a bit of a support that i can get out and starbilize my mental health by filing a debt relief order and get some help with my rent. Its been hard when u have all that worries on your head and no one can help you out.

This page is created so it can help me get back on my feet and file a DRO so i can get rid of all those debts and debt collection agencies that are calling me each and every day and sending me emails and postal letters (which costs £90 which i cannot afford) and help me out with my rent which i am short off with (£300 after paying all my essential bills like the council tax and gas and electricity) I would understand that i would probably get a lot of heat for this page and alot of people would be very against me and would probably see it as begging....IT IS NOT, ITS A CRY FOR HELP.

Feel free to share it around and i would HIGHLY APPRECIATED if u can help me out being that as little as u can ...

Thank you guys and it means alot.

I want to be that happy go lucky guy again as it shows in the pic above. I want to smile again and be strong with my mental health i want to get out of that stress of money worries and i know this is not the place to ask for help but i do not know what or where else to go to i hope you all understand and can help out as much or little as you can.

Nas