This story is about me
I have been struggling for so many years now , with anxiety and depression.
I used to to see things but that stopped, It all started when I was getting builled when I was in school getting named I was fat ugly no one likes me it got worse the same bullying carried on through my school years
And it got worse, I went drinking at young age because of it.
But I stopped my self and now I have been dealing with the problems which I'm hoping to fight it I think every one else can do it ! I never give up hope.

One thing I want you to understand is it was strength , courage what got me through it .

I have daughter now so you don't have to be different to be a normal person be yourself and don't change for anyone unless you want to.

I have come so far giving up smoking.
I have split up with the mother of my daughter because of haven't anxiety now I want to prove to her I can get better and build the strength.

I don't normally ask for help but it's time to fight back.

I want to give to mental health charity some money I can raise and cancer .

I have helped people over the years I have volenteer to help them, I was at golf centre and they needed someone ,
I said I'll help out of didn't want nothing in return and now I'm moving back home gonna be hard to see my daughter I have no car and I'm gonna try look after my mum who has gone down hill as she's I'll .

I am on YouTube getting my message out Ben the hit man Smith search it thank you for listening to my story :) the money I raise will give my child a better life and mine aswell .

please
donate to Ben if you can he counting on the support form you guys he wanted to write the story himself he has learning difficulties so it's little out of place .