Hello there,

This is all so new to me, i found this page and i truly thought a light at the end of the tunnel. My fingers my toes my whole body is crossed, i really pray For any help. I have never asked for help like this before. But this is what ive had to do. Me and my partner are so wanting our own baby and evan though he tells me all the time if there isnt a way for ivf to happen ill still love you and will be happy just having you in my life. See it breaks my heart to think i can never give him a child naturally or possibly ever. Ive had my own woman hood taken away from me and i struggle to deal with this everyday. I count my blessings on all the good i have in my life and ive always had the heart of gold and love for others hugely. And would do anything for anybody. I have bipolar and depression and having endemetriousis and cysts on my overies aswell, kidney failer too. When had my tubes removed i was devestated, beyond words. Makes it so hard everyday to get on with my day. I see many other peoples stories and lifes and think wow mine is nothing really, but to me its my whole life. I want to feel and believe i deserve this chance to gain some help for ivf. If you are reading my blog, i cherish you i thank you and i wish for happiness im your life on how thankfull i am due to all your help you are giving me. Thank you and please help me raise the funds so i can become a mummy and give joy to my fiance on becoming a daddy xxxxxx

My little bubble thats bursting to expand.my family is my everything.

Behind every smile is a broken heart. Woman all over the world have to be strong not for just them selfs but for everyone they love too. Behind my smile is mental health too. Everyday life of bipolar and depression and anxiety,, i feel blessed in one way i have my fiance supporting me in everything.

The NHS made there mistake by not removing my plecenter properly (midwife) and i was very poorly numerace of operations to then be told i can not have children anymore and my tubes have to be removed because of THERE mistake! Having that taken away from me not by choice but because a prosedure was not performed correctly now i have to suffer. I just want to have a big family being a mummy is the only thing i know keeps me going. I love children and being a mother is the most precious blessing a woman is given. Please make my little dream become big. Thank you so so much xxxxx

One of my dreams are coming true. XXxxx