My name is Samantha, I'm a mum of 4 and suffer from Generalised Anxiety Disorder, Panic Disorder and depression, Degenerative disk disease and due to all thats wrong with me my husband can no longer work. He used to work every hour god sent on average 68 to 88 hours a week to provide for us when there was only 3 children and we had another baby our first and only little boy my illness was just to much and 15 mins into my husband's first shift back at work I rang him an asked him to come home "I couldn't cope" he came home 3 yrs ago he give up his job to look after me due to my illness and our children and he is still here now, as I know most are feeling the cost of living I wanted to set up this page (I'm sorry I'm no good with words) to try and help him with Christmas this year as we struggle every year, but he can't do overtime to earn extra money as he's at home not at work and I'm wanting to help him sort out trying to pay for Xmas as well as day t day living by asking for donations i know its BEGGING but i see no other way of having xmas this year it bring tears to my eyes knowing there is nothing myself or he can do to make a nice Xmas for our children thank you for reading and wish everyone a very safe and warm loving Christmas x