I've raised £5000 to help fund an operation to finally give my partner a baby he has always wanted

Hi
Everyone I know this isn't the kind of thing people put on here.
But here goes.... 8 years ago I was in a domestic violence relationship as well as having sever depression. And my ex husband forced me to get sterilised. Telling me no one would have me. I'm ugly everything you could thing of. And then he left to start a new family. I am now with a brilliant partner who has no children and would be my dream to give him one. I have tried going through the NHS. And tried going through the individual funding panel to be refused twice. I have saved a little.i have tried getting loans. And this I'm afraid is my last chance. I'm hoping people out there would be able to find it in there hearts to help me in any way.