I am unable to get out and enjoy sitting in parks a green areas due to suffering from ptsd,anxiety and panic attacks,the smell of real grass brings back memories of explosions in the past,I have a fairly large veranda which I can access,but this is concrete,I think having artificial grass laid down and some fencing at each side for privacy would help along with a bench or patio furniture,some lovely plants etc I think this would do me the world of good and I could be out in the morning to have a coffee and read the paper without having to worry,I priced this up and I simply am not in a position to afford this as my health is very bad,fresh air seems to help and the artificial grass would replicate real grass without bringing back memories of i.e.d explosions,as that is what I remember smelling after our convoy was hit,any help towards this would be much appriciated and a makeshift garden might not sound a big deal to most people,but having the freedom to have a space of my own with fresh air would be a god sent,,I don't expect this to happen but I have to try,so thanks in advance to anyone who could help out.