my story is up about my self is the first time actually i,m writing and shring my life and telling the world what have been through for years i have been feeling im doing it all by my self my eyes uesed to cry for help but i uesed go in notice from the family and the health care.is all happend in 2009 when i got diagnosed with seizures and epilepsy ,and 3 month,s later i got diagnosed for overactive thyroid i havent got over the first shock and have to be coping with this is well.Then is got worse in 2012 becuase of the benfiti cut i had to move and get help from the local authority for help it wasnt easy becuase i had move from one local authortiy to other tell i got place to live but on unfortunately was to far i had 2 kids and with my health contition was really heard for me becuase i was tolld i was there for temporally time and was my son first year to secondary school i thought i should just leave him with my mum and me coming to see him evey day and take him with me in weekend and the hoildays becuase is not fare in me keep moving him around if im here for just temporally time. finally after 2 and years i got moved back to the bourugh with me son and family close by.But by then unfortunatly dont go well for my son just before he finsh year 8 he got excluded from school and from there were my depression began for years i was building tha daisies in side me in slince it becuase of 1 worng decision the local authority did then trouble began and the far and the traumatise me and my kids had to go thorugh in till the local authority had to move us for our owen safety but with life ues with no where to go so there for i had to do what every mother would do to protect her kids and find them a roof over ther head. it wasnt easy there for i was suffring depression in slince and i got my self in worst decision i had no where to go and i try it my best to speek out and ask for help but nobody did but now is time to say enough and im not shame to speek out again