i haven't had a easy ride I've been abused an bullied all my life but I just about get out of it I have 2 pugs which I adore have been abused an bullied for the last year hoping an preying my bf would change but no I lost my dad at Xmas I was not aloud an say goodbye which killed me but the abuse continued I hv felt so trapped to ask strangers for help I have no family there not the best an my friends I've blocked away as I hv lied pretending I don't want to pretend I want to come through this an I want my pugs to be happy 2 it's not good for them I hv no children so my dogs are my children Betsey is getting effected I can't believe it's come to this I preying on good will for the 1st time in my 35 years