Anxiety has been a curse on my life for what feels like forever. In fact it's hard to think of a time when it hasn't plagued me.

It has ruined my career, it has ruined my relationships, it has stopped me forming friendships, it has stopped me leaving my house, it has stopped me having any sort of social life and it has stopped me being able to enjoy life at all.

Most of us have the usual dreams of having our own home, getting married and having a happy family. Anxiety has denied me these things and it feels like I'll never have them.

I've tried other methods to help; anti-depressants don't work, benzodiazepines are too addictive with bad side effects, CBT therapy helped for a while and then didn't, meditation helps but only in a limited way and talking therapies didn't work at all. I've hoped that losing weight would help but the change in diet makes my anxiety symptoms worse and I struggle to stick to it as I emotionally eat to cope with my anxiety and the depression it causes.

It's got to the point now where I am seeking the help of other kind souls out there to aid me in my fight against anxiety. CBD Oil is a recognised herbal remedy for anxiety sufferers. It is perfectly legal but is extremely expensive for someone like me who cannot and has not been able to work due to having extremely bad anxiety & panic attacks.

I do not want to live off government hand outs. All I want is a chance to get back to work and live a happy life. I want a family, I want friends and I want to get my life back from this horrible mental health condition.

The specific CBD Oil is called Charlotte's Web Everyday Advanced. It is £300.00 for a 100ml bottle, i'm asking for your help to get two of these to give me the best chance possible to get over this condition and start having a working life again.

Thank you for listening to me and if you donate thank you from the absolute bottom of my heart.