I am 32 years old and I've taken amphetamine since I left school, it was around 2010 when I realised that i need and want to stop,whilst at the same time coming to terms with just how much of my life was dependant on taking speed. I tried to stop bye myself at first and it took a while for me to seek professional help which is when I knew that rehab was my only way out. I then started treatment such as talking/group therapy's and activities which I did for about a year or so as I thought It was working towards a place in rehab. I then was told that I have to stop taking speed before being forwarded for rehab even then it wouldn't be a guarantee, If I was able to stop in the first place then I wouldn't need to go to rehab, since I was told that I've never been back and basically given up trying. I've allso attempted suicide a few times and I've put my family through hell yet I don't see any other way out of this life I've created for myself.which is why im here because I feel that I've been let down bye the people/services that were expected to reach out to.
So if crowd funding is the way forward then I guess there's no harm in trying