My name is Andrew and I suffer with severe mental health problems, I'm 36. Father to 4 beautiful children and have been unwell for 20 years, my illness has progressed over the last 5 years to the point I can't go outside on my own anymore, I hate myself for being like this, but it's just me and I'm trying
I have a personality disorder with lots of different tendencies including bi polar disorder, post traumatic stress disorder, impulsively disorder, depressive and emotional disorder, and others but I can't remember I can't be medicated as there is such a span of symptoms it would be impossible. I also am prone to mini phycotic episodes which means I can't go out by myself for everybody's safety,
I have had to stop driving this year due to these reasons. Thses stupid chemicals in my brain have taken over my life.
I have started business,s with my skills in the past years and all have done well for a couple months then inevitably I can't face people and Ned the safety of my 4 walls and become reclusive for a while . My partner works like mad and looks after me and our children but I really want to help with the bills for a sense of self worth its horrible not being able to contribute
I love to work but unfortunately my illness is getting worse with age and I have to think positively but realistically of things I can do from home.
I have always loved fish and and have started breeding tropical fish I want to start my own koi carp business. It was a dream and passion from when I was a "normal" person. This is a 3 fold endeavor
1 I would have a income
2 I would feel like I was an actual person and give me a purpose
3 I have a little pond already and watching the fish is tremendously calming when I'm "on one" and diffuses the mess in my head
I van do all this from home and sale over the Internet,
I really hope that you could help me raise the money to build my dream and give me some place in normal society.