hi everyone I cant get a job because I have a bad back , I'm not on dla or anything and struggle to bring up my young kids on my own! they are lovely kids and it depresses me that I cant give them iphones , ps4s etc they want for Christmas. I skip meals so they can eat as were on £73 a week, things have been so bad I feel a failure! the father has never helped and hasn't seen them in 7 years , I have no family that help out or even acknowledge them , ive loads of debts and I have nothing . there are some caring people in the world so anything will help as I really don't want these kids to feel left out . ok probably thinking don't have kids if you cant afford them , but I didn't think id be bringing them up on my own cause the dad turned into a freak and had to get out of there for them! I never thought id ask for help and its embarrassing , but I'm doing it for them . thankyou