I am struggling to make ends meet as it is due to my health conditions and there seems to be no way lately that i am able to put money aside to buy a headstone for my father, for 25 years of his life he helped children that were underprivileged and volunteered alot of his time helping to keep them out of trouble in east london. He run the junior hammers from ages 5 to 16 and had such a positive impact on many lives. I feel ashamed that i am unable to do more to honour his memory and even on his death bed he was always asking after the children that he helped and asked me to make a contribution/sponsorship donation to a local grass roots football team in his memory.