I've raised £200 to Homless today

A bit about myself and kids,
In october few year ago my dad passed away,2 weeks after my mum and my husband slept together ,whilst myself and kids slept,2 years later i found out i dont keep well ,i suffer depression,panic attacks, i took my husband back as i think i am also dieing ,i was scared to live alone.
Met new man ,again he slept around,told me i was loosong my mind ,by this time i believe im mad ,tried to comit suicide,during all the above i was hekd hostage,flat mate attacked with machette,again at same time my brother passes away ,hus daughter comitted suicide ,also 11 more deaths last year.now in jan we got section 21 ,so homless as of today,i am scared ,i saved 460 holding back eating,i have to pay one mth advance and deposit