I know this is not the greatest cause to invest in due to the fact of it being seen as in my own control. The trouble is, it isnt. I could sit and make up a bunch of excuses that wont be considered good enough but to tell you the truth i just dont have the strength anymore to be that hugely positive active person. I have always had weight issues but hands down that was unhealthy life style choices. About 7/8 years ago i was told i had mild PCO’S which contributes to weight going up and down. Then i was diagnosed with polyps in all the areas that could be affected. I was then diagnosed with asthma and chronic rhinusititus. I had surgery for the polyps however they came back less than 3 months later and i got put on steroids. Being on steroids has made it possible to breath properly and have improved my fatigue but made it too easy to gain weight. Ive suffered depression since i was 17 and if im mentally not strong then im weak everwhere else. After my son was born in 2016 10 months later i was diagnosed with early on set alzheimers disease that i was genetically handed down from my father. I have since raised £1,220 through events and charity walks. I continue to raise for medical research and trials for mine and my sons sake. Its expected to show in about 15 years. I have tried so many things to lose the weight. Gym, equipment at home, exercise videos, swimming,walking,diet pills,slimming world more than once and a few other diets. I am not proud to have to write this and i kmow there are people worse off than me that have strength to do what they have to but i envy them when i wish i could follow their strengths with them. I just want to be healthier again. I just want to lose enough so i am able to exercise easier and i would love to do the rest. My mind isnt strong right now and hasnt been for a long time and im worried i wont be able to pull back again. I would be happy to show proof of exactly where the donations go. I dont ask for much, ive worked since i was 15 and worked 11 hours a day on my feet up until 6 months pregnant. Every thing we have goes on our family and i wouldnt have it any other way ❤️ Thank you for taking the time to read my story ❤️