This feels like the cheesiest and borderline rudest thing I feel I have ever done. Those who know me also know how much I love makeup and helping people feel damn good about themselves. I am an Avon Rep as well and have my own FB page @rebelbeautyavon. I want to show the other every day Queens how they can make themselves feel beautiful and empowered. I love engaging with people and my Facebook live videos have gone down well. With one glaringly obvious flaw: I am using my phone. It is so amateur and does not give off the impression I am trying to do this really seriously at all. I need a camera. I haven't owned a camera in years, back when 1megapixel was something amazing. Someone I know suggested I start a Crowd Fund. I laughed at the idea and joked no one in their right mind would donate money for me to buy a camera to help me on my journey to fulfill my dreams and ambitions... or would they? I don't know, I would love to think this could work, my head and my heart tell me two different things, but here I am, asking. My ideal camera is the Nikon P900, RRP £499. I wish I had that kind of spare money but between working part time, having a toddler and a mortgage it is but only something I could dream of. I have love and joy for anyone daft enough to support me ❤️