After having two ectopic pregnancies both times surgery was my only option to help save my life. The first one was really life threatening, my tube actually bust and I had to stay in hospital for about a month.

When I had my first ecctopic, my stay in hospital was tormenting/very depressing. I was on a ward where only next door i gave birth to my son 10 months before.

I didn't know I I'd the operation until I woke up and someone explained what had happened. I broke down it also caused my relationship with my son's father to breakdown as we were both very sad.

Four years later I ended up ill again and I just knew what the pain was.when I went to hospital the doctor told me it wasn't an ecctopic pregnancy and not to worry! But he booked me a early scan to make sure everything was okay. I went home that night with hope I was having a baby again. I went to.my hospital appointment in the morning. The doctors told me it wasn't in my womb, I broke down and I dont think I've stopped crying fully.

Six months on and all I can think about is having Baby and giving my son a brother or sister.

I can not afford ivf and the nhs will not fund its as I have a son already.

I know I should be grateful I have. Son nd be happy hut it dosent stop a women wanting more children. It's something id love ore than anything else in this world... I would loving nothing more than to give my son a sibling.