When i was ten years old i was drug and raped by a family friend who was looking after me while on holiday with my family, i kept it a secret for 31 years and eventually i told my wife what happened and why i couldn't say a word.. In 2016 i reported the crime to the police, i suffer from bad flash backs and ptsd ever since the crime happened, All i ever wanted to do is to have my own business in scrap metal and waste management it will mean a lot for me to have my own business as ive been depressed for some years now it will turn my life around