I was in care when I had my daughter's they was removed to future risks , I miss my daughter's so much I never harmed them or neglected them they are my life since they have gone I've just gone to college got a job and just worked to try to say sane and take my focus of all the pain I have spoken to solicitors and you have to pay privately for them , I want to go to court to see my daughter's even just once a year to hear there voice see there smiles they have been adopted by a same sex couple so from young age they will be aware they are adopted .