My partner has been my rock everything to me we need help having a holiday even if its comb haven we don't care and need help with our wedding I'm in a wheelchair so will be wheeled down isle i ended up like this lossing our children for no reason as many know our story it has made me very I'll I'm paralyzed down left side now and can't walk lose my speech have seizures everyday now have to have self catheter and lots tablets daily to keep pain under control this is all from stress and trauma I've been through so much cardiac arrests to we really need help to get a holiday and a wedding i will remember so please even its a pound it will help us what we so long for we so despretly need my partner is my carer now 24/7 im 25 and partner 24 we don't wanna be stuck in doors 24/7 in this hospital bed in my lounge i wanna go somewhere different im stuck in hospital bed I now have at home I wanna go out about I was in Hospital nearly 4 weeks and in that time my baby died inside me and its hurting still we just wanna try get back to normal as I can I can't even go upstairs I'm having to live in my lounge down stairs with commode ect please help us by donating so we can get away for abit and have our wedding we need special time together after all we been through Im hoping we get these donations to make our dream come true many thanks to anyone who donates it would mean the world all we want is this opportunity love to you all