I'm raising £1500 to help fund the new me

As some of you know the struggles I have to go through with my long term illness FIbromyalgia | ME and along with that a daily struggle with my confidence and concerns about the way I look...100 people could look me square in the face and say "you are Beautiful" but this is something I will never believe until I can be happy in my own skin. Twitter unfortunately hasn't been by best friend along with my lack of support in the industry which has effected my confidence 10 fold. I have been searching for that break for a very long time but I feel in order to get that and learn to love myself again I need the help of you for a fresh start to my life. Can you help me learn to love myself again and join me along on my journey doing so.
I vowed never to make a just giving page for this sort of thing but I can't do this without the help of you guy's and this is the only way I can see fit for those who don't understand what I go through on a daily basis. Your donations will go towards personal achievements including a whole new look as well as inner healing with the help of a therapist who unfortunately is not offered on the NHS.
Those who kindly donate whether it be small or large amount will receive something in return all depending on the amount donated.