Hello Please take a moment to read my story. 💐

We all want to feel wanted and loved.

My Romantic relationships have always been disastrous and my marriage ended the same way. Why - Im ashamed of my ugly breasts and shy away from any physical contact. So much so that Ive always turned my back on any contact or intimacy for the past 15yrs. Then out of the blue I met a man I fell madley in love with. I wasnt looking to meet or fall in love with anyone, it just kind of happened. I started taking a lot of care in the way I dressed, my hair was highlighted and I had a new zest for life. My family noticed the difference in my high spirits and the transformation in the way I looked. I was truly happy and I felt that love had given me a second chance. Just one problem: My dark little secret. My ( what I call ) my hiddeous breasts. I dont feel like a woman, I feel ugly.

I had made all kinds of excuses to keep my new found love from finding out my secret. Time was ticking bye and I decided that if my new love really loved me he would love me no matter what. The big reveal came after a beautiful meal that I had taken most of the day preparing, Candles everywhere to set the tone and I was wearing a beautiful sheer negligee. My new love remarked how lovley I looked then he made a comment that gutted me and made me feel like my world had come to an end by saying " what a shame your breasts are hideous Dont ever wear a revealing top ever again.

from then on I knew this man wasnt for me. I was devastated. My dreams of a happy and fulfilled life had just been dashed in one cruel sentence. I'm still hurting real bad but Ive been thinking long and hard about the next step in my life. This is for ME, not because Ive been called ugly or deformed but for ME because I want to be beautiful for me. I want to be able to look in the mirror and love what I see. Something I havent done for many years as I hate to look at my body. I want to feel like a complete woman for me. The surgery is beyond my financial scope. Please dont think Im too old - Im in my late 40s. Im not too old to feel beautiful for once, Im not too old for love and Im not too old to go out there and feel like the world is mine and Im going out there to start living again.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story and thank you for your support be it help financialy or emotionaly. 💐

Adele