8 times now my husband and I have lost our beautiful babies. 8 times I’ve had to look him in the eye and know that I’m letting him down again. We have a beautiful 3 year old daughter who we love with all our hearts, we just wish we could give her the sibling that she desperately craves. Last week i suffered an ectopic pregnancy which resulted in one of my fallopian tubes being taken away..I’m obviously signed off work but I don’t get sick pay and we’re struggling. This money would buy us a bit of time to grieve together as a family.