Interpreting in this passenger space characters of different nature, I had to live a role maybe difficult or complicated, depending on the state, economic or emotional, physical, etc. from each one, we create worlds and universes of our own, very scared becomes my other self, the bad that can be well inside me, I remembered the novel by Robert Louis Stevenson, The strange case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, the stories They have like us human beings the same nucleus, but then a world of lived things differentiates them until they become unique, there is going to be someone who wants to listen, wants to see what I have to give and above all, I have something to offer to life?

It is difficult, very difficult to believe in one, I gave everything I have, everything that went to my life project, today I have to live, sing, I am not afraid of ridicule, I evoke what made me happy as well also what I did wrong, take charge of my respective record, show where I come from, show who I am, not be petty, put all the desire, shine and then explode, because all this is neither more nor less from my experience.

Being discouraged from a library in Madrid on a computer, I remembered that woman who abandoned me by not supporting a life without a roof by my side, I can not be bad with what I once loved, I returned that picture with those eyes that I was happy one day , my family my mother, and today with everything I saw with everything I experienced, I know that love exists, I bet everything and I lost, in Madrid I had no opportunity without papers, to endure 3 long years to get very few rights is not to live, all the systems are not designed for the other, for the foreigner, that pressure to be without work and to live on the charity of the people I end up taking the bad out of my life partner, he asked me to leave his life and who lost a lot of time by my side, it sounded like paragraphs of a soap opera each and every one of his words, I felt the actor of a tragic episode, what I did with my life and what will it be, what will I do to get out of this problem, were there questions How about me? Because let this happen! We invested everything we had to go out together in Madrid, to finish my medical career and live on it, our whole castle fell apart, today I sell soft drinks on a sports field, I know that time has seasons, and that one day my spring will arrive or Maybe less bad times, I see limits in these streets that deepen my life, secret and rigid measures to the shadows of this city with dreams and ways that unweave and weave this society, gray crystals I see, all compete and run to leave the other behind , after a while I understood the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining the soul, that love does not mean going to bed and a company does not mean security, that kisses are not contracts and gifts are not promises, I begin to accept my defeats with head high and eyes open, I learned to build all my roads in today, because the land of tomorrow is too insecure for plans, and futures have a way to fall in the middle, in my little room, I plant my own garden and I decorate my own soul instead of someone bringing me flowers, I learned that I can really stand that I really am strong, that I really am worth, over time I learned that the words said in a moment of anger can continue to hurt whoever you hurt throughout life, I realized that he who humiliates or despises another human being sooner or later suffer the same humiliations or contempt, I understood that the best was not the future but the moment I was living, over time I learned that trying to forgive or ask for forgiveness, say you love, say you miss, say you need, it is necessary, I believe that someday I will come out of this hole, that someday I will collect that money that promised so much future our lives, someday I'll buy you a roof, someday my letters will arrive to you, that a few days after your departure you will know that I am thinking what that song that one day made us be together.

Two hearts know how to lose everything when they join, the only way I leave you and for a while is only if you ever think it necessary, you will not regret asking me, because I will always implore you again not to forget to receive this that united us, open your eyes wide and realize that I am talking about something eternal that I need you by my side, come and be my pride, I will not fail you, because from the first moment I showed you who I am.

I need to buy a house

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