Miscarriage and Cancer. Two words that many of us can relate to whether it's personal or through someone we know.  Molar pregnancy occurs roughly every 1 in 600 pregnancies, they are rare. They happen at the moment of conception where a foetus would usually form, a fault occurs during this time and instead, a mass of rapid growing cells form creating a 'mole'. This can cause either a complete molar pregnancy (no viable foetus present) or Partial pregnancy (foetus viable) . This is usually treated successfully with a simple procedure. However, in further rare cases cells can grow back and require further treatment. We found out at around 10 weeks in January 2020 when I started to have some complications and asked for an early scan, as soon as the smiley kind nurse brought the screen up we knew something was wrong. The next day I had an operation to remove a mass of cells from my womb. Agonising weeks we waited for lab results confirmed I'd had a complete molar pregnancy. My first routine blood tests went well levels seemed to drop and we thought we were on the mend about a month later my results showed a spike in pregnancy hormone levels indicating tissue growth, I had to then go for a further operation to have more tissue removed.To go from expecting a child to fighting cancer cells is terrifying, especially when you are labelled with a disease you have never heard about. I should have been going in to my 3rd trimester but yet I am in fortnightly tests bloods urine to make sure those cancer cells continue to drop, I think everyone thinks its dropping so you must be feeling more positive? Yes and no, yes because I want to be well and healthy no because I will never budge the feeling of what if? What would have this scan felt like? What sex would the baby have been? Who would they have looked liked? Every date I think this should have been this scan.The Charity I'm raising funds for is Charing Cross London molar pregnancy unit. I hope this help future families ❤