I've raised £20000 to Help with inheritance from my parents I gambled and drank away through depression 😞

I lost my dad at the age of 6 and my mom at the age of 15, the inheritance i recieved was put in a savings accont for me until i was 21. I was suffering with really bad depression where i would contemplate ending my life, gambling and drink became a big part of this and before i knew it i had lost everything. I would sleep rough and not go home just to be alone. Im slowly getting over it but the thought of losing all that money will never leave me
Just £1 a donation will be sooo appreciated.
I dont expect this to get mich attention and personally dont blame you for how desperate ive become.
Thank you