So heres my story,a good friend of mine from work that i loved dearly suffered a breakdown and after medication and time to heal he recovered,only for me to find out a few month ago he passed away from suicide,this is now the 3rd loved one i have lost in a year to suicide,4 month ago my best friend from being 16 was strugglin with the impact of a few bad life choices she made and the lack of help there was out there for people struggling,i found out she had taken her life the day of her funeral,i didnt get there in time to maybe stop her doing it but i made it to the funeral,then the first i have lost to suicide is my very good friends son,ive known and loved him from birth,he took his life last year,he was 22yr old,his organs saved 4 peoples lives,i work voluntarily as a support worker for people with substance addiction so this is something close to my heart something i need to support in raising money for,i have a week on sunday to raise money to do something that terrifies me -jumping out of a plain,i got intouch with my friend jake who passed away -his girlfriend and she said i could jump with them to raise money for jake,my predicament is im a single mom living in a caravan putting my time in volunteering and funds are minimal,so b4 next sunday i need to raise 250 for my jump and whatever i can make ontop to donate to calm,when i eventually get employment i then want to donate my jump money back from my own money,please help all you can even a pound makes a difference,help me get on this plane 21st oct 2018