I have diabities Insulin controlled,I also suffer with depression.and then in October last year I was told the infection had gone into my bone I suffered so much pain it was decided that the best thing would be abutation below the knee.i ended up having abutate d above the knee I was in hospital for nine and a half week's,had to be in a room on my own.struggling to deal with things I'm feel like I'm going though this alone I'd like to move near my family but struggling to raise money for bond and help moveingim so down and in a complicated relationship that needs to come to an end for me mentally and health I cry on a daily basis feel so alone not dealing with everything no one to talk too who I can trust .