Hi my name is miles and I'm trying to raise £2000 to buy a decent second hand transit so I can become a self employed delivery driver for either for myself or one of the big delivery companies like yodel, Hermes, ect. I'm struggling to find work at the moment as I don't have my own van and I can't do anything to labour intensive due to my hyperhidrosis which for me is Xtreme facial and head sweating which is so so embarrassing and cause real bad anxiety, the doctors put it down to my anxiety which I suffer from anyway but I think it's something else but hey doctors know best don't they. I haven't had the best of starts in life tbh, in and out of care from the age of 4 then my mum finally taken me to social services when I was 12 and leaving me there, not even a sorry or good buy. Growing up in care homes from 12 then bnb from the age of 14 I guess u kinda meet The wrong sort of people and start getting in trouble with the police. Well I have turned my life around now and been out of trouble 7 years. I look back now and really regret all the chances that were given to along the way and it used to really get me down, I was so negative an blamed my mum for everything thing I went through, but after reading a book called the secret it has completely changed my life and im such a positive person now. well anyway I've recently passed my driving licence and done some delivery work through job agencies and I absolutely love it to the point I'm thinking about doing my lgv test. Well agency work is not always garenteed some weeks I'm only getting two days a week which is pants. I'm always seeing ads for delivery work for owner van drivers which is why I really want to get my own van so I can get work which is full time. If there is any one out there that can help me with my situation I would so so greatly from the bottom of my heart.